Sunday Night Blues

February 11, 2008 shellwasham

I always get a little meloncholy when Mike has to go back to work, especially when he works nights.  Of course there is a brief moment of “what ifs” that cross my mind but I immediately REBUKE them becuase I refuse to give the enemy even a fraction of an inch in my life. 

 For those that don’t know, my husband is a cop. He works in Knoxville in the worst section of town and the really bad part is…he chose it! Ugh!  I can handle all of his other shifts but the midnight shift is the one I like the least, it basically means 6 nights of sleeping alone and 6 days of waiting until about 3PM to talk to him. That’s about the time he wakes up. But I am thankful that he has a job he loves and I am even more thankful that God blessed me with this incredible man.

Mike was the second biggest miracle in my life. The first was my salvation and it was my heartbreak that made me realize that I was choosing to love men who would never do anything BUT hurt me. When I was ready, the Lord sent Mike into my life. That was 8 Years ago.  I am still as madly in-love with him today as I was 8-years ago.

 I have the blues tonight but only for a little while becuase in 11 hours, my sweetheart will be home and all will be well again. 

I sometimes wonder what would have happened had I refused to see that God made a better choice for me when it came to love. What of I would have stayed so focused and determined to get my ex back that I would have missed out on Michael altogether? The thought is unbearable. I can’t imagine life without him and I can’t imagine loving another human as much as I love him.  I am so thankful to God for all He taught me while I waited on Him to give me my “love” miracle.

I hope everyone has a really blessed week. I’ll be going to Atlanta on Weds for a Thursday television appearance on FamilyNetTV - I’ll be sure to post all the details and maybe even some pictures!

 Love you all!

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